My boyfriend bought me a trip to Paris last weekend! It's one of the nicest things anyone has ever done for me. Just me and him having a marvelous time at the city of lights. We were only there for three days - which is too short to see most of Paris - but they were wonderful days!
I liked the surroundings of Centre Pompidou most. And also Montmartre, though it's a shame there's so much tourists
Notre Dame is definitely one of the most beautiful buidlings! I took some nice pictures there too.
Less positive about Paris is that it's soooo expensive. But anyway it didn't spoil the fun too much.


These were the best three days of the year 2006 for now!


Don't forget to take a look at the pictures in my gallery!

May 28th is from now on a special date! My only sister gave birth to a endlessly cute daughter, Kiana! She's so adorable. I'm really pleased to be an uncle. Especially when realising I most likely will never have children of my own (being gay and all). Anyway I can give all my attention to his kid

I'll post a picture of my niece in scraps! Take a look!
Oh, and don't forget to watch my new dev too

After months of inactivity I finally put a new dev on this website: "Fierce Waters"! I bought myself a Wacom tablet and I'm enjoying myself big time experimenting with it.

Woohoow!

I love space and I love experimenting

Hope you like it!

It's been a while since I signed in here. Time for an update.

First for the good news: I've got a new job! My previous job ended because I had a temporary contract. I will miss my collegues. For a first working experience it was the best one can hope for. My next job will be a challenge, but I'm very enthusiastic about it.

For the not so good news: love. I think my boyfriend is losing interest in me. We don't have sex that often anymore and he's more occupied with himself than with us (more than I'm used to, that is). And maybe I'm a bit paranoid, but I really wonder if he tells me everything I need to know (I mean about love, feelings, attraction). So, for now my relationship is consuming more mental power than it is giving me strength. Which is not good. We've been together for quite some years now, and we've known some serious ups and downs. But I think this one is the last down I will take. It really angers me. And I don't know if these downs are my fault, his, or if he's not trying enough. I even start to doubt if he's ever capable of having long term relationships. He gets bored too easily and he's too lazy to do much about it. I think I deserve better...

But then again, that's what I thought the last time. One year ago I broke up myself for exactly the same reason. But then he started to try to get me back and I came back on my decision. I'll try not to make a mistake twice.

He's not endlessly devoted. But neither am I. Or are we? Or am I?

I finally got a week off from work... Lately I'm also starting to get this urge to take pictures again. Unfortunately I haven't found the inspiration yet...

I'm also starting to feel a bit more gloomy again. I get frustrated at work because of the things that slow down everything. Sometimes I've got difficulty concentrating. Also I feel more insecure about personal things than I did the last few months. I'm getting more doubt and fear in my mind...

I really can't pinpoint where this comes from. My relationship is still the same - quite good. I've got an income. I've got friends. I've got things to do. Then what is happening again?

I wish I could divide my brain into a "good-vibes half" and a "bad-vibes half". Then I could get one half removed.

One foot on the sunny side. One foot in the water.